bbq and ns!

Wah tired, just came back from bbq at east coast LOL. As usual, I'm the one doing the cooking and setting up the fire because ITS HELL LOTS OF FUN. You get to choose the nicer food for yourself, you get to setup the fire the way you like it, it really makes the whole bbq.. you LOL. Yep, so because I was so engrossed in playing with the fire, I got several burns here and there and OHOH I managed to melt a piece of metal! It was bright red and basically freaking cool. I tried to bend it into a triangle shape but the tongs were just too difficult to control, so it ended up like a piece of junk metal. At the end of it, played with the fire even more and holy crap it was such fun to burn garlic in the fire. IT CREATES SPARKS LOL, and burns on my hands as well. Yep so it ended all well and ahhh shower feels sooooo good. :D


A little convo over msn. He just booked out so yea just a little bit of experience. Enjoy, fellow male species. (:
CHIUMING says: How's the meals, bathing, sleeping and stuff?
(some army guy) says: The meals suck.
(some army guy) says: Baths can only be taken with cold water.
(some army guy) says: We sleep at 1030, wake at 5.
(some army guy) says: There're lots of trainings and boring lectures.
CHIUMING says: What you mean by the meals suck?
(some army guy) says: The food sucks.
(some army guy) says: Serious.
(some army guy) says: 10x worse than AJ canteen.


LOL definitely sounds like hell! :P Okay I don't really hate army life, rather I'm more of looking forward to it. The good old days of boys school, the very umm guyish behaviour sort. I missed it lots ever since I came AJ. Oh ya and the good old days of smacking butts and pinching :). LOL so ya. FUN. That's NS for me. Try to look at the positive side! New gay bunk mates, bathing together, sleeping together. These are 2 good years that I'm going to cherish. I mean when you go out to work in the future, can you just sleep with guys out there? (though you probably would prefer not to do that) Can you go through tough times physically and mentally as a team? This is NS man. NATIONAL SERVICE. Yay going to get enlisted soon! :D Excited for new bunk mates, excited to be guyish, not excited with the food. LOL imagine 10x worse than Aj canteen! It's practically like some yucky mashy dog food! Just that it reads: 'For NS men only.' instead of 'Add the correct proportions according to the size of your dog.' Time to find potato chips! :D


Yay. You know this is for you so read read! :D I'm glad for you actually you know! I mean it had been a worry but now it's like a BIGBIG PHEW! So all the best for your future! And thanks for everything! (:


Akon - Sorry, blame it on me. I think its a nice song! (:
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for


I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect


I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl


[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me


[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me


Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings


He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]


I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you


And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me


(: